Random Thoughts….Get Over It!

I never knew having a baby would be like this! 😀 What do I mean? I mean I never knew I would be learning stuff from her, as much as she’s learning stuff from me!

When my daughter gets upset she throws a mini tantrum or she cries. This usually happens when we do something that she’s not happy with, when we stop her from doing what she wants, when we take a toy away or when we take her out of the bath. She even cries sometimes when we want to change her diaper but she still wants to play. And when I say cry I mean she cries a lot! Sometimes when I delay a bit on feeding her she wants to bite me! 😀 But thankfully she doesn’t stay upset that long. She “forgives and forgets” after a few minutes and it’ll be all laughs and giggles again.

So what if us as adults responded the same way to all offences that come our way. Not the crying part, the forgiving and forgetting part. Unfortunately we like to hold onto offences and grudges. We keep them in a “compartment” in our hearts and every now and then we like to take them out and ponder over them, rant and rave, plot revenge where possible. Imagine if we just let them go like children do. Imagine how much happier we would be. Imagine how much this world would be a better place.

Lord, help me to forgive and forget where I have been wronged. Help me to let go of past hurts, grudges and offences.

Matthew 18:4 KJV Whosoever therefore shall humble himself as this little child, the same is greatest in the kingdom of heaven.

Matthew 6:14-15 KJV For if ye forgive men their trespasses, your heavenly Father will also forgive you:    But if ye forgive not men their trespasses, neither will your Father forgive your trespasses.

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Random Thoughts….Weaknesses

It has been a long time since I wrote anything…I have no excuses! So many thoughts are going through my head as I watch my daughter sleeping. She has grown so much and amazes me everyday. As I have said before, having her in my life has made me see myself and my relationship with God in a new light.

Being a mother has exposed my weaknesses, the greatest being impatience. As my daughter is growing more independent, I find myself getting more impatient. She wants what she wants, not what I want for her. She can’t understand when I steer her away from danger, she throws little tantrums, and the minute I put her down she wants to go back to the same place. This is where my frustration starts setting in and I have to constantly remind myself that she is a baby and doesn’t understand.

Let me get back to my point. “She wants what she wants, not what I want for her.” Wow, how many times have I done that…wanting what I want and not what God wants for me. How many times has He pointed me in the right direction, but I have turned the other way to pursue my own things? The Bible says God has plans for me, plans to prosper me, not to harm me. How many times have I failed to trust God and trust His plans for me?

My prayer is for God to forgive the many times I’ve done my own thing.

Jeremiah 29:11 KJV For I know the thoughts that I think toward you, saith the Lord , thoughts of peace, and not of evil, to give you an expected end.

Psalms 46:10 KJV Be still, and know that I am God: I will be exalted among the heathen, I will be exalted in the earth.